the rest of the people in the world, dead or wished away...
I wish to melt into the darkness - a face, a body, a person- POOF! Disappear into the light less abyss, to not breathe and yet there are dreams of you. Dreams where you are someone else but your face, your eyes and your body remains: a person I recognize and yet we are strangers, like newlyweds who have never met before. I don't know you and I still I still... love you, your kisses on my neck, I still love you. You make love to me so tender and we kiss and you are still the one. I wish you would always be the one! I try so hard to make you mine but you are not. But in my dream, we are in a desert. It's barren, there is no one there and we are alone. It's lonely, sandy and vast. A lone truck ambles on the only dirt road that passes through this vast blank of a desert land that we call our home. We live under the stars except we do have a mud house and a movable tent. No one knows us here, we have a kid but we are oh so alone and all on our own. Some elders married ...